I have spent many late nights playing video games,
testing my liver and even long nights on the road. But our latest routine takes
the cake. It goes a little something like this:
We prepare
to walk to down to the NICU at 10:30pm to feed Annabel at 11pm. We're allowed a
whole half hour of time with her right now and then we return to the room by
midnight. Then we set up the newly founded, well rounded, and HUGEly successful
Montero Dairy. (I must refrain from sharing our proprietary trade secrets that
detail the ultra-efficient operations of the family dairy as I’m bound to
confidentiality by the production manager’s strict and loop hole free contract
which is punishable by marital
law in Colorado, New Mexico, and New York.) 45 minutes later we lay our heads
down to rest for about an hour before the cycle begins again.
Ironically, I have been preparing my body for this
lack of rest for 3 weeks. I must give thanks for my rigorous practice routine
to my beautiful wife and sleeplessness coach, Mary. It seems nearly impossible
to continue this insanity each time my iPhone alarm clock wakes me. But once we
are with Annabel and Sophia the sleep sacrifice fades away as I see Annabel
rise and shine.
This morning she was hungry once again at 5am on
the dot. However, she had to wait a whole half hour! The NICU needed to draw
blood, weigh diapers, check her fluids and digestion, and adjust her monitoring
equipment while our little girl tossed and turned, cried, rooted (yes, rooted),
and wailed. I gave in and put her pacifier in her mouth as the nurse (one of
those that REALLY likes to chart) repeatedly sighed, stood up, and glared at
me. I guess we were disturbing her charting! Finally, they released our baby to
us (seems backwards doesn’t it?) so we could feed her. Again, she sucked down 3
milliliters of unpasteurized Montero Milk and vwalla the morning’s work was
done for Annabel!
Full and Content Annabel |
While Mary fed and cuddled Annabel, I snuck over a
few times to whisper a few words of encouragement to Sophia. She is sound
asleep and still medicated. They were able to lower her oxygen level from 41%
to 35% and she seems to be stable. While we were there, they also tested her
blood / gas levels and they hadn’t changed too much since last night. But she
did digest 2 milliliters of the good ole unpasteurized Montero Milk! It seems she
is getting a bit better, slowly and surely.
Well my “rest time” is up and we are off to the
NICU again.
David
David, Mary, Annabel and Sophia,
ReplyDeleteI am with you in spirit, my heart goes out to you all. I wish I could be there, even if to sit by your side. Please know I am here and if their is anything at all I can do please do not hesitate.
My dear sister I cant talk to you to yet , The tears are streaming down my cheeks writing this and I cant imagine what you all are going threw.
Everyday they will get stronger, and when they both come home Great Aunt Cindy will come see them. Love you all and say a prayer God Bless.
Love me